Vice chairman
KIT-HUB rap + badge receive
SLO in CCA fair (Not to get involved much)

29th January 2005

SC (Student Councilor’s) interview..
-My teacher says I was in for the SC interview for this coming Tuesday or Thursday...
-But on last Thursday when the SC's call one of the "new sc" and also the SC's but I was not called lei..
-I not very confirm did my teacher really have opted for me for the interview?
-I dun wish on that day when I going to the interview the teacher say I was not to be here.. I dun 1 be dismayed?
-And how will the interview will be like.. I so apprehensive..
Fight again..
-Today I and “..” (Not going to mention his name) having a small fight.. Started him touching my little brother the I was hacked off.. Then he ran away so I dun care with nonchalant.. But how can I be unconcerned.. Of cause got reaction lo.. So on our ready mark to play archery.. I hit him lo.. And so he bust out his angle and hit me back for sure.. And so I was standing there like a gong gong.. So he touch my shoulder, clenches his fist, aim my brother and thump.. My brother hurt so do he.. Then our officer saw it.. Of cause call us to go one side.. And my face was in plain white – to pain ah.. After the
conversation.. Of cause we both are still good friends over all..

Parade On Coming Saturday!!! 

27th January 2005

Just want to tell all my friends that, if you saw any people doing survey OR promoting some organization for donation INSIDE a shopping centre Please take note that ask them for their approver by the Government and shopping area.. If you worry been cheat you can find any working stuff (eg. The counter, security guard..) to ask before you make a spare donations..
As I was shopping at Jurong Point today at the 3rd level, there two young adult who asked me for a generous donation of $10.. (They starting with professional asking.. And wearing shirt with even tie..) [But what seem something wrong to me?..] Was they should show their certificate of authorizes by the government and also the shopping mall for their organization.. Before they asked about donation.. I ask then for the substantiate for being in the shopping mall for selling his company (the co. was about: helping people who are unemployed to find a job) but the sale man nothing to say.. And his manger was in front.. So he ask me to ask the manger to clear any questions.. So I still forward my question for him.. Substantiate (prove) .. So he ask the man to go get the certificate.. (The manger talk loud so that he want me to believe him.. That he is truthful)(However I know that they have to bring it all along, as long they are selling that..).. On the other hand the security walk past us and so I ask him whether they are approve to be here.. The security say ‘NO’.. (After that 2 more securities was joining the crowd) and they questions the man whether they know they are contravene the law?? “..” so I told the securities to send them OUT of the shopping mall.. After we walked around the shopping centre.. On out way out we saw 3 other women was also having the donating outside the shopping mall.. And one of the woman list was almost filled with names just left about 5+/- blanks out of 40+ blanks.. Can see how foolish are Singaporean are.. Don’t even know they are not authorizes.. Maybe the give was astrictive unique; laser..
Just to add on some tips.. Even thought you may see peoples selling those tickets with authorization pass.. Please note that they are earning themselves a living.. Less then 60% was donated to those organization..
The best way to donate money is to those who are holding tin cans or a small bags.. This are those donations that give up to 100-% of it to the organizations.. As most of the things are sponsor by peoples.. Or doing community services..

Look for the positives!

Seek them out -- those little scary places that it's challenging to let yourself go to. The positives are genuinely scary, because they give you hope and it's hard to let go of all the fears you have right now -- so hanging onto them is the easiest path!
So try letting yourself go, just for the heck of it!
Take that step back from being 'done to' and take the initiative. At work, at home or wherever, this can be a great time, if you let it. There are loads of ideas why. Here are eleven of my favourites...

Personal Growth
Change gives us great moments for self-development and personal growth. It is in times where there is a lot going on, where we have to get out of our box to think, even when change is imposed, that we move forward.

Involving Others
During change periods we can create relationships that are new - and we, as managers, have a great chance to bring others into our confidence and into our network.

Adventure
There is something about change, large or small which creates 'something different' from our routine day. This is pretty cool really. We are being provided with stimulating mental exercise to make the best of things happening differently. It might not look that way, but change brings adventure!

Building it in
Learning about big changes, means that we can closely observe why those changes are necessary. We have to make radical changes because we have strayed well off course. So as we learn, we can make provision to have some minor course corrections rather than completely the wrong destination.

Challenge
In his great book, 'The Inner Game of Work', Timothy Gallwey talks about the fine balance between security and challenge being what gets people motivated. By creating new things to learn, to do, we stretch our people - and ourselves.

Opportunity
Change brings new opportunity. For learning; for understanding ourselves better; for new perspectives; for different roles. These can be grasped personally or they can be dwelt on miserably. The better choice is to go for it!

Team Bonding
Change exercises, big and small can be great to develop a team. Where there is the opportunity to work together, manager with their closest people there are often places, moments where the team spirit; the trust and the shared commitment - the 'Dunkirk spirit' even, enables future potential of a team to be loosened.

Honesty
Where radical change proves necessary it enlightens those involved that where they are is not where they need to be. Carrying out a review of why serious change is necessary and seeking the real truth is very revealing. The icing on the cake for those involved in organisational change processes is to create a feedback loop that renders future major change unnecessary.

Choice
Change is not truly necessary. Change is about choice. You have the choice whether to accept it positively or not. It is your choice and everyone has that - believe it or not. No-one is holding you down to prevent you getting away. Take personal responsibility for the choices you make.

Focus
Change gives the opportunity for and usually gets really down to the gist of the issues that have precipitated the need. This is good. Your organisation is realising that things need to be different, for all sorts of reasons, but usually for the health of the organisation and that means you, usually. For some it may mean loss of role, status and even job - now what positive opportunity does that bring!

Passion
And finally, we have the opportunity to review our own roles, not just in the workplace, but in life too. Are you passionate about your work - or are you just muddling through? Are new opportunities presented to you personally through change - within or without the place where you work today? What is your personal passion and how do you work towards making that how you spend every day of your life?

Hey change can be fun, if you let it be. You life can be a straight line, and if you saw that one ER, what would it mean...

This was special write to someone that who I know for about a weeks, thank you so much for being compassionate and listening ear.. I just want you to know that I don’t like to tell lies, even thought I may not do the things on time (I know myself, that I have a poor time management), but I do it what I have promised. And I hope that what you have told me in MIRC was all false besides that I hope that we can continue as what we are not just brothers’ but more then that. Because of you I see the hopes of my life, the angels sing. We may have a big problem for understand each others thought, what make us to know each others were the faith of god. Whatever it’s I will respect your decision, and also please forgive what I have done wrong.. may God Bless You..

21st January 2005

Today I ask my mum again.. Whether I can buy my wishing phone.. She replied yes, without thinking about what the price going to be.. And so we went to Jurong East central area to bank in my parent money to pay for her Credit Cards.. After which we go to Jurong Point, firstly to check my phone price and also to buy MP3 player for her friends.. So we walk to the mobile phone shop first.. Then found that the cost was $825 without contract + with membership of Nokia.. If not additional $30.. But it still economic compare to some dealer or corporate shop.. Which sell at $888 with two years plan + minimum 18-21 months contract.. So we went to Harvey Norman to see my mum MP3 player.. But she cant really find a cute and nice one.. So we go to West Mall.. Basically we only going to Harvey Norman.. At the same time at WestMall there also 3 mobile phone companies at there is a perfect place to go and see which company giving the ultimate deal.. but of cause both M1 and Starhur doesn’t have any promotion on 3G phones, as they haven’t started they 3G trailblazer Technology, on the other hand, Singtel the only company who started 3G and able to enjoy free video streaming and video calls till 28 Feb 2005 but how ever I not supporting Singtel.. As it not user-friendly.. Even thought it have a free give; video stand.. I also wont take it to account.. And so.. We went back to Jurong Point again.. When I asked the sale lady, she say that even you have a 3G phone now.. But your operator have not started you also cant used it (1).. At the same time my thought for not buying it: (2) the camera was at the back, need to buy video call stand so that it work to see each other.. (3) After +/- the cost was about $600 a bit ex for me lo.. But overall for me to buy that phone was to be able to fellow the fashion on technology..

18th January 2005

A bracing morning, started with the day with our weekly program Rev Up.. This week we were having vertical run (Run around the school up and down).. However we have to rerun the whole route as we took 16+ minutes to complete the whole route while our teacher’s expect us to be back by 13 minutes.. On the other hand we were talking on our way or even walking instead of jogging.. And what next.. 2 periods of Physical Education (PE).. OMG!!.. However I dun few exhausted but sleepy.. hmmmm.. So what you thing next.. 2 periods of Social Study (SS).. Nothing special right.. But we were not having SS at our class but in AVA Room.. And that was a AIR-CONDITIONAL room.. After you finish your Rev Up + PE = sweaty & hot + Air-con = Sick..OMG!!
Something upset me during our SS lessons.. We were told that those who taking Addition mathematic were not allow to go Nanyang Polytechnic (NYP) as we end our lessons at 1425hur. We all sound so mournful as majority of us or even all of us want to go.. All of us choose NYP rather then Singapore Polytechnic (SP).. And this also the majority of both N(A) classes.. And we do ask our addition mathematic teacher about it.. But she seem dun authorized us.. Really hope that she allow, if not have another visiting for us.. As courses that I keen on was what they are stronger then others polytechnic (Information Technology)..

16th January 2005

Firstly on the 13 January, Thursday I got my kit-hub rap badge.. And the job of kit-hub rap will only officially starting next months (February).. Next on the same day we have our first folk dancing for this year.. And my partner was attractive and smart girl.. Luckily she was a Chinese and slim.. hmmmm that my taste.. Anyway don think wrongly.. I just mean she got the style of girls that I like.. Dun mean I like her.. Kkz..
Lastly I have change to this template and was officially lunched today morning at 2.35am.. This my ever first template that I have done.. That mean all the things you saw was done by me even the picture.. The picture was edited special to my taste and style.. Just for your information I do like art.. But I dun draw well..

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12th January 2005

Hey!! Dun know why ah.. This few day (Since Monday) a couple of frenz keep asking me “Why are you so close with HER?? Saw you always with her” OMG!! (About 5 pplz asking lei..(That true okay!!).. Yes, this few days we may get closer.. On be half of me n her, the reasons is.. On Monday, I was just nice to be seated behind her.. Then on recess time I did not bring my wallet.. So I will not be having recess lo.. Even going home also got problem (but luckily I manage to fine 70 cents to go home) so I was just walking around the corridor.. Then so nice that I met her.. Then just fellow her lo.. (As I usually get alone with girls better then boys..) Then just fellow her to the 3rd level staircase waiting for her frenz that dun know izzit stuck in the toilet bowl.. So this my day 1.. On Tuesday.. I was seated behind her, instead of in front her.. ermmm then both day she also keep asking me about homework.. Then one of then saw it the ask why she cant ask other classmate – girls? Why must be me.. And always keep asking..
On Tuesday, it consider my latest I even going home for school activity.. 2112hur reach home!!.. Actually to view the performance that will be present to second 1 this year.. (Why?) As a SLO (But not really get involve) I need to see what standard they giving me and the sec. 1.. And also I was part of the fancy drill on last week.. Since Monday I was not.. Because they have change the whole things on Saturday just nice that I was having holidays and like just want me to lean new things again.. My brain is going to creak lei.. On that day I also try out 2 rounds as 2 of them had to go home early.. Then need some one to take over them.. So.. I do it lo.. On my words la.. It really very easy to get the hand on.. But it will be hard to coordinate..
As every year we need 2 people to coordinate the CCA Fair.. One of it will be secondary 4 (the main SLO) and the other is Secondary 3.. And I just know it on Tuesday that the sec. 3 SLO will be the main SLO next year.. OMG!! That mean I have 1 year to plan the things and that mean teachers and officers expected to be impeccable.. OMG!! I maybe good a planning but not to gather people to help me.. As I always like to be alone otherwise with my STEAD (But dolefully I cant find)

10th January 2005

Hmmm.. A couple of day never blog in something lei.. Hai.. Because was on board to Malaysia on Friday to Sunday for a cousin wedding.. Also to do some shopping.. Nothing elation was with me..Then for today.. I was so terrified by my Physics Teachers’ MR KOH SWEE LEONG. Who tell us about the admission requirement for JC (L1R5) n Polytechnic (L1R2B2). For JC you need to get almost all A1 for you ‘N’ Level so that you will have percentage of guarantee to go in.. But if not will amid for Poly then.. for me, I targeting at Poly only but of cause the course for accounting (accountancy) since I taking POA, Addition Math and ‘O’level Math now.. And I was demoralizing by what he told us today.. our Maximum aggregate should not more then 6 point!!! And from what I find in Ngee Ann Poly/Temsasek Poly:
Entry RequirementsEntry requirements in the GCE “O” Level examinations (or equivalent) are:
English 1-6
Math 1-6
Any three other subjects + Combined Humanities 1-6
The aggregate computation for selection is based on grades obtained for English, Mathematics, a Humanities subject (Grade 1-9) and two other subjects (excluding CCA). Humanities subjects include Combined Humanities, Commerce, Commercial Studies, Geography, History, Literature and Principles of Accounts.
http://baweb.np.edu.sg/courses/acc.asp (Ngee Ann Poly)
http://www-bus.tp.edu.sg/course/B05.htm (Temasek Poly)
OMG!! It’s panic-stricken me.. I just few like finishing my ‘N’ level and go to my ITE.. My feisty is over.. Apprehensive arrived..

6th January 2005

Our principle expect us to study ‘O’ level that why we are told to buy books for ‘O’ level like science (Chem & Phy) so that we can save more money to prepare us for going to other institutions not just that also let us know what the standard for us.. Also nothing much happen today.. Some highlights light being the math rep for math la.. Then also stay back after school to practices fancy drill till 1900 hur.. then tomorrow I won’t be going to school due to going to Malaysia for a wedding on Saturday..

We no money we dont care,
We buy cheap cheap underwear.

We no money we dont care,
We buy cheap cheap underwear.

If it tear, we dont care,
We go buy another pair!


-This was Copyright..From a JC orientation..

5th January 2005

Firstly my thought toward ‘A’ Maths maybe way off the mark.. Its actually not as difficult ba.. But maybe just a revision recap for today as well as intro some simple new stuffs lo.. Yesterday my friend told me that I will be one of the SLO (Student Leader O??) for this year (Planning the coming CCA Fair).. Then I thought that should be porkies for me ba.. But when today my CCA Teacher I/C told me that.. I was in a staring air.. Because once again for me to planning some thing.. Hai.. But most the things I have past it to my senior as I be snowed under with my fancy drill training.. I think that all ba.. But hope that I wont have any bad
Trauma anymore..

Image(565)..I Just DISLIKE YOU..GET OUT MY WAY!!! 

Image(566)..I Just DISLIKE YOU..GET OUT MY WAY!!! 

Image(561)..As We Welcome The New Year Joyfully, LetUs Bear In Mind That Tsunami Victims Are Sufferin. Please Help Them 

4th January 2005

Hmmm.. Today at school nothing much striking me.. Just on my way back I meat a groups of friends at Boon Lay Bus Interchange, where by they on their way to go home and I on my way to take bus, but we will be barding the same bus to go home.. So they say they give me 5 mins to go buy what ever I wanted to buy then we go home together.. And so I try to walk quickly to go and buy what I want.. And when I reach the shop.. I anticipate that they will be a long queue.. And that really true.. Then you know la.. When ever I go I will meat girls around Jurong Point (JP).. Especially JP part of my territory.. hahaz.. When I alighting I meat 5 girls then on my way to 2nd level I meat 2 girls.. On my way to 3rd level I meat another 2 girls.. Then when I reach popular.. My distention.. I meat 5 more girls.. hahaz.. Anyway all students I talking about are all my school de.. Then after I pay money was like a already spending 10 mins looking plus cashing.. By then time I reach the Bus Interchange its already 13 mins gone.. And so.. They were gone.. So I still need to go home my.. Then wait for bus lo.. And so on the second bus stop I saw them again but them again but they not in group they only left with 2 peoples de.. And so they board the bus.. But I not very sure that they know I was in the bus a not la.. Anyway they still say me and I still saw them.. After a while at my back two young adult was talking about don know who post to what RV.. Or what ever.. Then I turn my heard to the back and release that, that was my Primary 3 or 4 Chinese teacher and with her was our school officer assistance.. It was such an hilarious sight.. But I think that she had forgotten me la.. Since so long never see each others.. And even I go back to my primary school I also never go find her.. Just worry that if she remember me and know that I was suppose to be in secondary 3 but I was wearing shorts how.. Then later like making thing worse for me.. hai dun talk about it la.. After that I reached home, I looked at my time table.. And found that tomorrow will have my first lesson of Addition Mathematics.. So I think is better to have a glance of what I going to learn.. hehez.. But.. Something out of my expectations.. I looked at the first question and my eyes was wide open.. The question was so tough, the words and numbers was more then the space.. I feel so remorse to taken this path way.. I just cant think what will the lessons like.. I just feel like raising the white flag.. That why one of my friend form Catholic high tell that very hard.. don’t play play lo.. IJustCantTakeIt!!!!!

3rd January 2005

Embark on the new lifestyle of me being in school; being more of myself and what I stand for..
Starting off with bracing day. Shivering and my teeth were chattering on my way to school, just makes my hair stand on end. When I step to the hall, at a glance some friends like just as what they are but some was totally change.. Just like me, I have change my character over the night during the ‘FUN CAMP’ that held in December.. Before that I was absolutely lack of myself confident.. Just over the night I learn I have to point out what I need, I can’t always be quiet.. I need to say what I need and what my comment.. If not no one will know my emotion.. Hmmm dun talk so much la..
This year our theme for the class is ‘3 Daring’ [to be brave enough to do something that is dangerous or that you are afraid of doing].. Ermmm just a bit of elation support by my co-form teacher this year.. She praise and sentiment for being the Chairman in secondary 1, as she the form teacher for semester 3&4.. And so this my second year being the vice-chairman.. But they say vice-chairman usually do not as many as Chairman.. and so they nominate me as the KIT-HUB [to borrow books from Medial Resource Library (MRL) (As know as KIT-HUB) that chosen by teacher, and pass it to class mates to read, but the responsibility of the book will be theirs after hand over to their hand]..
Hmmm.. Today only need to study until 1315hur.. But from what I see from my time table, it so unfair for those who study additional maths, where by others can go home early by 105 mins and that was TWO days, total 210 mins per week.. It’s so unreasonable.. Any way who call me to be so stupid to score well in maths..
Hmmm.. After school I still have fancy drill training.. Maybe before the training there some unhappiness but nvm.. Just for get it.. Anyway just for the benefit of Sec1 this year lo.. So I left my school at around 0545 hur.. And so this called my day in school..
But something dun not really matter me is my short not long pants.. Anybody ask me.. I just reply I retain.. But handful of people dun believe me because our principle did say about the colourful mix of our school uniform..

2nd January 2005

School is reopen in just few more hours.. Hai.. Sianx..
I am so jittery and apprehensive but not joyful.. Why let me so?
Firstly, I am Sec. 3 but I had to wear shorts for 1-2 weeks before the long pants is available for sale..
Secondly, all Sec. 3/Class C have to stay back after school for the fancy drill (this only involve for my CCA).. That will be show case on the coming CCA Fair/Recruitment held on next Wednesday.. Just to have more BB boys next year..
Thirdly, we are all going in different directions, taking different paths, some may be in same class but some may not be.. I few being more alienated then before.. Since last year (2004), I being promoted to N(A), my life being alone begun.. Even thought there a group of girls given me moral support, encourage me and motivate my spirit.. But my invisible spot of life is still there.. I hope that I wont be tyrannical by others, even thought I used to be strong and steady..
Lastly, I going to take up a subject that I always scored well every time.. but it will be more difficult then normal I going to study.. Is the difference between E maths and A maths.. I just feeling uneasy on everything..
And all this are some of my reasons for changing school, my parents and friends just dun understand me, keep tell me to stay put in this school.. Just thought about the school reputation, never thought how I being treated in school.. Somehow I really hope my parents and friends will take sometime to understand me more then they know..
Everything given me preoccupied, especially CCA and class.. I just dun want to think about it anymore.. ‘zhou yi bu can yi bu ba’ just pray hard every steps I go..

Zoe&Philip... 

1st January 2005

Just let me continue the story..:
31/12/04 2344hur Zoe: Hi celebrating new year ar?
31/12/04 2345hur Derek: Nope..Another year without her..How about you?
Never reply so I send her Joke: Sunday went 2 Monday 2 see Tuesday n as Wednesday whether Thursday has told Friday that Saturday is NEW YEAR. Advance Happy New Year 2 u!
31/12/04 2353hur Zoe: Haha thx
She Send 2 same msg..
31/12/04 2355hur Derek: Hehez..Welcome..Can ask you something?
31/12/04 2356hur Zoe: Ya sure
01/01/05 0005hur Derek: But you need to stay come..And please read on.. This afternoon I talk about a girl that I been waiting for and it since some how the day in primary school..But just to tell you that the girl is you.. I have been trying to get other girls but I fail to do it..Bec I have a sprite of die die must win..And I really hope that I can stead wif you..My wish since after PSLE..The most importance is I want a reply from you(yes/no)..Hope you really don mind..Take sometime to think about it..
01/01/05 0022hur Zoe: Huh?Wat u tryto get other gals bt fail?Wat it mean?
01/01/05 0025hur Derek: It mean..To accept them and become my stead..But I cant only you..Just you..
01/01/05 0029hur Zoe: Huh! Y u so stupid..If those gals like u then u shld go for it ma..I won’t stead wif u de..Haiz..01/01/05 0031hur Derek: Not I stupid..Bec I really fell-in love wif you that why other cant win over my heart..But why cant?
01/01/05 0034hur Zoe: Bec I dun wan to have bf..Well at least nt nw..My ex all last very short de..I get bored easily so nt suitable for long term relationship..Sorry
01/01/05 0039hur Derek: Okay I understand..Firstly I need to thanx for your reply..But how you know..Maybe I can last very long wif you..?Can you give me a chance?
01/01/05 0042hur Zoe: Nope I can’t sorry..I really dun wan a bf nw..U shld really try to go for other gals..
01/01/05 0046hur Derek: Okie..Nvm..But seriously I will still wait for you..I just only want to have relationship wif who I love..May God bless you..And happy new year..
01/01/05 0048hur Zoe: Thx..Btw hw many ex do u have nw?
01/01/05 0048hur Derek: 1 only..
Finally I know a answer from here.. hmm my feeling now is very down.. I dun know what to write anymore.. just want to wish all my frenz Happy New Year [After much struggling and endure, we have finally passed year 2004.. and now it’s time to say goodbye and gracefully Welcome 2005] especially Zoe.. And Zoe I will still wait for you..

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