Freaking creepy clubbing exp… 1. Extremely cold seat at the end corner 2. 3 some kissing 3. ______________(fill in the blank) 4. Someone vomit and someone just dace there happily (drank!) 5. Free Moet&Chandon but I rejected (regret..hai..)
Am I so awake that night, so many things I did not do and now regretting?
I don’t know what to say but there is just ___________ (something) is missing.
Kind of different presentation style we have today. We exchange our team presentation with another group vice verse.
And was very delighted and surprise by the common my faci gave me. “Confident and clear” “treat the presentation like your own team presentation”. I was like so frighten went we know the surprise is to present other group power point. Anyway a good compliment.
Life so busy… So many agenda to setter 1. Tree top walk PLANNING 2. Driving license REGISTRATION 3. Water prize PROPOSAL 4. Cambodia service learning TRIP (finding sponsor $350) 5. English paper (which I have not started leaning, and dunno start from where) 6. Admiralty Park tree PLANTING (2008 trees) 7. Sun TANNING (every Saturday) 8. Understanding TESTS 9. Look for JOBS (Not in order of merit)
This how meaningful, Life to me…endless sweat…
Sometime I really hope you are back. But I realize… if you are back, I just can’t do so many things that I want.
But without you… It just likes a car without petrol.
I am desperate for… L…O…V…E, LOVE…
Love is precious, when you have it… it like a chain in life… But when you lost it, it just hurt and pain left behind.
Love, is someone who care about you Love, is not about money Love, is not just a words Love, is something invisible Love, is a strong feeling
Love, is something painful Love, is to forgo you Love, is to see you from behind Love, is loneliness Love, is truth
Love, what really is it?
I love you, that why I stay far from you. I love you, that why I happy with your decision I love you, that why I close the book I love you, that why I don’t stop you I love you, that why...you never know
Love is powerful, yet it hard to show..'i love you', ...
It is easy when the relationship was not that deep in the first place, but as the feelings deepen, and the longer you’ve been together, the harder it becomes to step away from each other. ... Breaking up and moving on are two different things…Two can move on – but more often than not, one of them has not moved as far as the other one. ... Ultimately, ex-partners are guardians of our past, a treasure-trove of emotions and experiences, ups and downs, that we wish we could lock up and throw away the key. With every relationship, you grow and learn, and with every heart-break, you grow stronger (or in most cases, just jaded). ... Love them, hate them, treasure them, ignore them, include them, block them… whatever it is that you do, it is an indicator of how much the person once meant to you.
SAN FRANCISCO (AFP) - - California will hold its first gay marriages starting on June 17, state authorities told its public officials Wednesday, two weeks after the state Supreme Court quashed a ban on gay marriage in a historic ruling.
California is now only the second US state after Massachusetts to legalize unions between homosexuals.
Am I doing the right things by asking so much? Or I have passes the emo period and trying to be friendly? hahaha.. But I don’t seem thing are alright for me. I still in this maze. Don’t know what next in my life. What is important to me? I have lost all my “gayda” as well! I really miss the time when we are together. For now, I only can try keep myself busy, maybe will soon find my 4th IG (“CCA”), so I wont have the time, like now, to think about the pass. My mother was telling me this yesterday night: “boi, don’t be gay ah, find new girlfriend okay”... Will you be shock when your mum tells you this? I really don’t know how to respond to her. Haha My new scandal, we look a like right.. Can guess which is which?
Order this two T-shirt last Friday, one cotton and one dri-fit.. After the personal contact me I make payment on Saturday… And I receive it Wednesday.. Not bad the service was fast and efficient.. The T-shirt quality wise.. hahaha.. a bit like ba-sa-ma-lum.. I hopping to be something like NUM.. lol.. (Asking too much).. But the design not bad right.. I like it can le..
Post-Valentine dinner at Mount Faber for 3.. BBQ Chicken Calamari Chicken wings Linguine Bolognese Penne Broccoli
We also get ride for cable car for only $3 per person.. Quite boring la.. But exciting.. First time seat at night ma.. and it get so high when the wind blow strongly..
Went to Chingay shop shop after dinner at Mount Faber.. lol.. Never buy anything.. bec nothing to buy.. It so boring lo..but the beautiful design trunks was very elegant but “pollutive” it so smelly from far
Maxwell for supper.. only one person eating and that not me..hahaha
Will upload picture when I free.. Office no Bluetooth so cant upload now.. lol
Do u celebrate Valentine day with someone you love (be it family or BGR)?
I do have a date out on that very day (14 February 2008). Went Ikea (just right beside where I working now) have a very simple dinner.. Meat ball Chicken wings Simon fish Spaghetti. He got to book in, so can’t really have a long outing. I also cant stay too long in east if not I will reach home late and not enough energy for tomorrow how.. lol
It happen on saturday, on my way out on bus 300 to cck interchange.. drop by Wheelock place to get the phone repair. supprisingly i can get back after 2 hours.They changed my LCD screen with protector and the slider.
But, then fast service dont mean good thing..
I announce it spoil, 1045pm @ TCC~PS (agian)!!!
after going PS TCC went to Bugis Junction TCC (sound like a hot pick eveny for coffee this week) Then back home by Terence (ma) car (i want a car after i got my license haha)..lol
When to Wheelock place the next day,(sound like routine) This time round the service was faster, no need 2 hours, just help me upgrade the software..and if i not worng they change the LCD again..
happily happily.. We walk to Cineleisure to have our lunch with CrePes & Cream.. yeaHHHH.. wanted to try it since then. Not really crispy (like what i thought) but it at affordable price.. get our crepes and here come my phone.. hang agian..zzz
after eating, shop num, buy flip-flops.
Go back Wheelock Place..Nokia care centre.. they try upgarde my phone software again and ask us try not to insert my SDmemory card as it maybe cause by the SD card (virus maybe).. In less then 5 mins before we left the seat my phone go KonG-KenG (dead) agian.. finally they (think it time to) send it to the Nokia HQ (i dunno where)..hopefuly this time will be better
Swarovski Heart Beat USB Memory Key US$178 (S$267)
Thought oF buying this for o.O O.o for his 21st Birthday on March, but too girl althought HE a AUNTY with TWO kids..
The memory only 1GB, very useless in today world.. It also very bulky (can u imagine you have 2 USB ports but u only can insert one because The Swarovski Heart Beat USB Memory Key have take up all the space)..
Have been reading the book 'Singapore Queers In The 21st Century (SQ21)' the past two days. Taking break aways from my stressful exams. The main theme of the story was "acceptant". The book feature true queer stories and picture of the person, on how their parent accepted their child/children as queer/homosexual. Yes, I did mention 'children'! How said is that right? This book also drew me to the attention to the headline in the gay community. If you been reading the news the past few weeks, the singapore gay community (fridae and team) have wrote a petition on repeal 377a (www.repeal377a.com) to the prime minister and letter to the parliament. The parliament conclution have respon rejection toward the repeal. PM Lee said '..singapore is a conservative society and not ready for a repeal..' This repeal will not be the end, but instead it where gay community gain experience for further challenges. This also alert people's, 'we queer are strong pink people!'
Arh..i miss my dar badly..he still did not msg me!sob.
The Letter - a 26-minute movie, the movie is based on the true story of an acquaintance of his in school, an openly gay senior student from junior college who committed suicide over unrequited love for a straight schoolmate.
I am who I am and I will not hide!
I see what I see and I will not lie!
I hear what I hear and I will not ignore!
I believe what I believe and I will not change!
I do what I do and I will not be afraid!
I feel what I feel and I will not pretend!
I love who I love and I will not be ashamed!