Certainly 2008 have over with an economic crisis and affected the whole world.
In the past 365 days of my life, it makes me to be a stronger person.

Here are some most memorable agenda happened in 2008.

January
Won the Edusave scholarship (not the first, but the last)

February
Dinner at Mount Faber + Cable Car

March
Din-in Les Saveurs @ St. Regis Singapore - English Afternoon Tea

April
Knowing Courts Warehouse

May
The Class out, @ Esplanade Theatres (1) (2)
My Scandal Arts work by Derek.Chew

June
E-mail regarding the 15 finalist of Bayer Young Environmental Envoy Camp (BYEE)

July
Complete my G901 Creative Engagement Module in semester One
BYEE @ NUS Prince George’s Park
The Cakes By Evon
The birth of Beanie
Soaking in H-TWO-O - Shape Run 2008
Fabulous Wonderland @ St. James Power station (first official legal clubbing) (1) (2)
Attended National Youth Environment Conference

August
International Coastal Clean Up @ Lim Chu Kang
The Prize Presentation of Bayer Young Environmental Envoy @ Fullerton Hotel
W26M Adventure Learning
Joined Sentosa Islander Membership

October
Ambassador for the opening of Admiralty Park Phase II - Nature Area opening by Mr. Khaw Boon Wan

November
Macritchie HSBC Tree Top Walk (1) (2)
Record breaking, TWO Guinness World Records

December
Pulau Ubin Camp - Back to Basic Camp
The Line Buffet Dinner @ Shangri-La Hotel and The Conrad Centennial Singapore

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When I first read your blog, it really strike my mind, is the ‘you’ refer to me?

I really hope it was me…

But at second thought, I doubt so…

Nevertheless I still wish to find out is ‘you’ refer to '...'?
Because if the post is in my blog, my ‘you’ will refer to u…

Sorry it may sound strange (paradox)…

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Kind of different presentation style we have today. We exchange our team presentation with another group vice verse.

And was very delighted and surprise by the common my faci gave me. “Confident and clear” “treat the presentation like your own team presentation”. I was like so frighten went we know the surprise is to present other group power point. Anyway a good compliment.

Life so busy…
So many agenda to setter
1. Tree top walk PLANNING
2. Driving license REGISTRATION
3. Water prize PROPOSAL
4. Cambodia service learning TRIP (finding sponsor $350)
5. English paper (which I have not started leaning, and dunno start from where)
6. Admiralty Park tree PLANTING (2008 trees)
7. Sun TANNING (every Saturday)
8. Understanding TESTS
9. Look for JOBS
(Not in order of merit)

This how meaningful, Life to me…endless sweat…

Sometime I really hope you are back.
But I realize… if you are back,
I just can’t do so many things that I want.

But without you…
It just likes a car without petrol.

I am desperate for… L…O…V…E, LOVE…

Love is precious, when you have it… it like a chain in life…
But when you lost it, it just hurt and pain left behind.

LOVE HURTS a tattoo in my heart

This how meaningful, Life to me…endless tear…

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Love, is someone who care about you
Love, is not about money
Love, is not just a words
Love, is something invisible
Love, is a strong feeling

Love, is something painful
Love, is to forgo you
Love, is to see you from behind
Love, is loneliness
Love, is truth

Love, what really is it?

I love you, that why I stay far from you.
I love you, that why I happy with your decision
I love you, that why I close the book
I love you, that why I don’t stop you
I love you, that why...you never know

Love is powerful, yet it hard to show..'i love you', ...

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Everybody is getting peak for the coming main stream examination. Tomorrow will begin with GCE ‘N’ Level papers. Fellows by GCE ‘O’ Level in October. Seeing people getting ready, I fell so worry and alarm.

Guess blogging is one of the avenues that I can rely on, beside the daily Reflection Journal going to start writing from tomorrow onwards.

Head start my day, with conservation meeting. We talk more rubbish then core objective for today. Did not really know, did we brain crake the right things out? Anyway there a fellow up session tomorrow.

Send my computer to fix. Because there some unknown files pop out when start up my computer, it very irritating. No virus, nor malware, they just block the programmed (dunno will it affect any things sia). Nevertheless, my computing performance was much better after reformat. Everything works fine and NO BLUE SCREEN!! (touch wood)

After all the fixing computer and Con. meeting, went down to Bugis. After so long, finally go there to PRAY!! While as usually, pray for safety and health, for family and friends. Ops, did I mention about my exams.. Ermm, I guess I did. (shit it so important la!!) yes yes I did…
Ya on my way to the temple, there this China lady from this XYZ modeling company (should not review the true name, though I know is freak one.) zzzz whatever.. I don’t what she say anyway, I was listening to my IPod.. lol

On my way home, I went for a shopping trip @ ShopNSave..zzz.. go buy bread, box tissue.. That gone my $10 bucks.. zzz

Sian, my friend going to Siloso Beach Resort Sentosa after seeing my post...
*jealous*
soB... why the person not me..

Feel so sick now. Sian

Tomorrow school re-open more sian.

NO job = No extra cash = NO fun = LIFE SUX
Have to wait for my sugar-daddy to sponsor (ops, but I don’t have also!!!)..

still tears dropping when I stupidly reminded myself, it 2nd of the month.


The time won't stop just because you cant let go of the past. so move on!

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I am in this grey area, mentally and physically.
Physically cover mental emotions.

I feel not right when I first saw those pictures.
I feel worse, when you told me.

I feel sad for myself
I can’t define the purpose of doing those mistakes.

I know, when you in a relationship
You are serious for him.

It harder for me to accept,
Accept the facts.

I know you love me,
But will you love me again?

I am in this grey area, lost in the maze.
Never ending lost…

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Finally I made a decision to go cut my hair instead of reborn my hair. The motive for me to cut instead is because of this coming Wednesday, as I was invite to Teck Whye Secondary School for a speech presentation. (hai yo, it oral exam la), it important to have a good student look.
This how I wish to be look like initially…
Why when I at the saloon I felt my hair so cute? But when I back home, I try to capture a picture. All appeal to be horrible!!. *no current picture now*

Trying to do online Taiwan shopping, all their good don’t have my size!!!
What a Horrible, vegetable day. It already a bad day when I notice some bad new I know yesterday. Now end up like tat. Bad + bad+ bad = awfully very bad..
Luck my skin did not peel (IT NEVER WILL). If not I think I can stay at home the whole next two weeks. My new tan still can cheer me a little bit I guess.

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Do you remember this place? Guess most of the military guys treat this as one of the most “hell” area where they commence they military life in BMTC.
Even I did not commence my Nation Service (NS) TODAY. Just have a visiting to this place. But I remember vividly the day when I send J* to his NS with 2 other of his friends. The place where I feel like crying when I was at the jetty, the time when we did not get to see each other for two weeks, nevertheless you will still text me or call me when ever you can.
When I see the Standard Obstacle Course (SOC), I feel you are so wonderful. But of course I keep thinking how on earth u goes through it.
I think you are great, hahaha.

Have a lot of fun. Trying to preserve my tear. On the other hand, it cause my nose to keep leaking.

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Congratulation...
that mark the end is it?

no more plaster can hold on to it.. is it?

i still want the words from you...

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